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No po co?

Published on 01/15,2011

Po co mi oczy, skoro wzrok każą odwrócić.

Po co mi głos, skoro nikt nie słucha. 

Po co mi kończyni, skoro nic nie mogę nimi zdziałać.

Po co mi mózg, skoro karzą za myślenie, 

a po co mi marzenia, te które snuje od dzieciństwa,

kiedy wkońcu są na wyciągnięcie ręki, to

Po co mi one, skoro mam spełnić czyjeś,

                                        a nie swoje.

 

Tak właśnie się czuje od momentu ukończenia osiemnastu lat. A każdy bunt tak dotkliwie karany jakbym zabiła ja kogoś. Utwierdzano mnie w przekonaniu że marzenia to podstawa i trzeba je spełniać. Teraz to się wydaje tylko pustymi słowami, które i tak "ja"wyprodukowałam w swej głowie. Co kolwiek zrobię w kierunku pragnień staje się przeztępcą i  to we własnej rodzinie. Bije się z myślami. "Oooo nie!!!! Wyjadę i będę zwiedzać, choćby bez grosza przy duszy,

Nieeee!!! A co z rodzicami? 

Cholera z nimi oni swoje przeżyli teraz twoja kolej, masz już mało czasu młodość przeminie tak jak paląca się zapałka,

No tak ale oni mnie wychowali zasługują na  ...

Na co? Oni chcą byś skończyła studia, ok to nic złego, ale też chcą byś szybko wyszła za mąż i miała dzieci, a masz dopiero 20 lat, ZWARIOWAŁAŚ!!! Chcą byś była zawsze blisko nich, by zawsze wiedzieli co teraz robisz, przecież teraz caaały czas słyszyż taaak podróżuj, zwiedzaj taaak, ale z mężem. Dziewczyna sama przez świat nie może iść. Tego właśnie chcesz? Ok masz faceta ale skąd wiesz że to ten jedyny?

Nie wiem

No właśnie... "

I tak właśnie mam. Jestem zła na siebie. Patrze na innych a życie mi ucieka jak ten pie****ny zając. Tylko jak go złapać?

 

Sorry za wszelkie błędy, ale tego nie przeczytam by poprawić to codziennie mam w swojej głowie.

Miłego dnia GOOO CAROOOOTS, oraz wyrazy uszanowania dla Jego Wysokośc, kłaniam się nisko. 

 

 


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